Today has been a slow morning so far even though I couldn't tell you why. No updated job postings on the regular sites I check though, so that's a bummer. I would like very much for something to give on the job hunt front. It'll come, right?
TWO THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR (SPECIFIC)
1. Once again I am grateful for my therapist because we just started sandtray? It was wild how fast I clicked into it. Then again, maybe not, I've been playing with minis for a long time now. I think he also mentioned something called "EMDR"? No idea what to expect from that.
2. Guys, I'mma level with you, I'm struggling today to come up with anything. I'm cheating a bit, but I am grateful for this blog forcing me to engage with some more positive thinking on the daily. Historically I am quite the cynic so this is a good challenge for me.
ONE THING THAT WENT WELL DURING THE DAY
During the sandtray experience we focused on my high school friends. We were all abused creatives with undiagnosed mental illnesses. We tried to take care of each other but the only language we had to work with was abuse. It was a good session starting to process all of that.
ONE ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL ACTION ITEM FOR THE DAY
Today has all the makings of a good writing day. The only absolutely critical action item for the day is to plant myself at my computer and start typing. But like, for one of my projects and not this blog, which ... looks the same but trust me it's different.
WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND
I don't know if I burned out from yesterday's rather intense therapy session or if I'm rather zen from yesterday's rather intense therapy session. Maybe both? Possibly neither. All I know is I don't have a lot of thoughts, or vibes for that matter, I'm just ... here.
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