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1/31/2023, A Recovery Morning

  • Writer: Shane Zellow
    Shane Zellow
  • Jan 31, 2023
  • 2 min read

I am very tired, folks. I stayed up well past midnight on the Discord Birthday Bonanza and then had a meeting with my psychiatrist at 9:20 and then a session with my therapist at 11:00 and now I am home and I want to have a nap. Birthday bash was a resounding success!

TWO THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR (SPECIFIC)

1. It's hard not to be grateful for everyone who showed up for my Birthday Discord Hangout thing. It was lovely seeing everyone's faces and hearing their voices (some I hadn't seen in over a year (some I hadn't seen since my last birthday Discord Hangout thing!)).

2. I'm also grateful for having good people in my life that know me. Get me. Grok me. Whatever you want to call it. This came up in therapy today but having friends that I can invest in and that invest in me is a wonderful experience. Whenever life gets shitty they're there.

ONE THING THAT WENT WELL DURING THE DAY

I brought together at least three disparate groups of friends and family that had never really met, let alone interacted, and they fell into a lovely repartee with one another as if they'd been friends for years. Maybe they have. I do tell a lot of stories after all.

ONE ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL ACTION ITEM FOR THE DAY

A job finally got posted! Or, technically a paid internship but fuckit I'm going for it. I can't control whether or not I get hired but I can always control when/where I apply and the effort I put into my resume/cover letter. So let's do this!

WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND

I'd really like to relax today (job application aside) and recharge. I've never been sure if I'm an extrovert or an introvert (maybe I'm an ambivert?). Last night I felt jazzed but today I feel sluggish and wrecked. So other than the job application, I should probably just rest.

All best,
Shane Zellow
(he/him)
 
 
 

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