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2/18/2023, A No Longer Morning Morning

  • Writer: Shane Zellow
    Shane Zellow
  • Feb 18, 2023
  • 2 min read

It's an Andrew W.K. morning. Take that how you will and have empathy for my roommates who are getting to hear "I Get Wet" at 9:30 am. Sometimes you gotta get your internal party going manually, like revving an engine that just wants to die. Nothing to read into there, no sirree.

TWO THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR (SPECIFIC)

1. I'm grateful for the ability or maybe the capacity to analyze media. We're getting weird today. I love studying media through various lenses. Star Trek and Philosophy, Elden Ring lore videos. It's all so good. I just really love digging deep into the media and art I love.

2. Here's one, since today went sideways a long time ago. I am grateful for my meds. I have a sister who hates all things pharmaceutical (we don't talk much) and I don't want to imagine where my mind and body would be if I didn't have my meds. It'd truly suck.

ONE THING THAT WENT WELL DURING THE DAY

What ... what happened yesterday? It's been too long. Too long for me to remember that whispy time known as 24 hours ago. I'm not sure yesterday even existed. And I'm certain nothing went well during that time.

ONE ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL ACTION ITEM FOR THE DAY

Well the day is almost over and I have succeeded in surviving another miserable day. Huzzah. Look, folks, I keep sending out applications when I find them. I spend a lot of time on LinkedIn. I just ... don't have critical action items. I just barely exist.

WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND

I have a dnd game with not my usual group and I just don't know if I have the spoons for it. They only scheduled it today and they won't start until 9 o'clock. I showed the texts to my usual DM and she said her blood pressure went up just reading it. So that's about where I am.

All best,
Shane Zellow
(he/him)

 
 
 

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